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Life’s full of temptation. Anybody can easily fall into a certain addiction because of this. However, without realizing and reflecting enough, we fall into sin not because of temptation, but with weak spiritual system.

We, humans, go through different kinds of pain and sadness. Heartbreaking. Depressing. It’s unbearable at times, that’s why we, having these feels, tend to find instant solution to ease our sufferings.Β We tend to form an escape and rely to wrong choices that will only eventually make us more broken on the inside.

I am not in the position to lecture what to do with these, but let’s just be kind to ourselves. Love ourselves to stand firm with God.

I cry a lot because I sometimes feel hopeless as regard with my family issues but I still love them. During the session at the Feast, I can’t help myself not comparing the situation of my dad and my brother. Self-rejection to self-doubt to self-pity to self-destruction. For now, sorry I will not elaborate anymore.. I still can’t handle it. I hope it’s not too late for my family to be restored emotionally and spiritually. HUHU. I don’t know how to properly approach them with this matter but I pray that God will strengthen my faith that my family is worth-saving for!!!!! ~ My prayer since I’m in high school. Sigh.

To sum up my night, I’m still pretending to be okay at home, even if my dad and brother were not really fine at all. While I was having my Sunday Service at Bluewave, I have no idea that they fought because of our car. ugh. Tomorrow is another day. I hope my brother is mature enough to say sorry and respect my dad. Please.


Thank you God,Β  I know you’re always there for me and my household. I lift up all my pain in my heart. Thank you for this gift of life this week, though I sometimes feel like a failure, you’re there to comfort me and help me stand up all the time. I love you ❀


No k-drama, k-pop music and social media until Saturday, self. I must start to focus on my review for IELTS. Hehe. push! See you on Sunday, BTS fam! Eat well and enjoy! Congrats on winning wooh DNA8thwin ~ daebak ~


Goodnight, universe!


Always be grateful ❀








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676 – Teacher πŸ“š

Yes, you are poor but you can dream and work hard. You can get out from that cell that stopping you not to grow or change your life. You have to make a stand. It’s a hard battle and rough path. You gotta be strong. Have faith that your circle will support you in time, the least you expect it. You gotta experience being down before you taste real success. All of these down moments, these will all mold you up. Only way up, and forward to success. No matter how educated or successful you’ll be. Don’t forget your roots. Don’t ever belittle anybody. Nobody has the right to belittle any single human being in this universe. Stay humble. Live gratefully and with grace. Workhard to grow and to never stop learning in this life. I support Education, as equal as I give importance to our Health. 

Learning. Reflections.

I’ve watched today’s episode of #MMKPrideandJoy and Brigada. Both of them shared how essential Education is. I’m very grateful in my life that I’ve gave importance on my studies before anything else, like being in a relationship – for example. My parents really worked hard so I must pay what they deserve. It’s okay to get tired and tired while studying, but you must never ever give up your Education, dears. Education is a gold investment that your parents sacrificed everything for you to get one! 
I got really teary-eyed, when the Father doesn’t support his Son’s dream to be a teacher at first, but then, the father knew the story of his son’s hardwork and how he was belittle by his Auntie (Father side). His father gone mad with his sister. His Father just became proud of his son. Oh, men were not so vocal, but they’re really love and protecting each other. Given fact that your family will always be your source of strength. Strength, to push you towards your goal coz its really fulfilling that your family support you. Huhu. Teacher Roy, Thank you for sharing your inspiring story! #MMKPrideandJoy πŸ‘ŒπŸΌπŸ‘ŒπŸΌπŸ‘ŒπŸΌπŸ‘ŒπŸΌ

From Brigada, I was awakened again to my dream to teach kids passionately 😒 Miss Celine was a teacher in Laguna. She was a bookworm ever since. She has a daughter who got influenced too from Technologies but now grown to love books after Celine read a book everyday for her daughter. Celine got motivated to teach other kids during summer season, and since school has started, she has session every Saturday for them. “Kwentuhan sa Wawa.” As I remember the name of her project. She can alot her time, effort, and money just to teach and serve kids. She wanted all kids to learn how to read thru her simple movement. *very inspiring, Teacher Celine!! πŸ™ŒπŸΌπŸ™ŒπŸΌ

Two of the episodes I watched today were Teachers. Real talk: I’ve wanted to become a teacher too. Passionate teacher such as Miss Sabrina OngKiko. 

To love and to serve the public. Every student deserves a good teacher. 

β€” Sabrina Ongkiko 

I’m very grateful today: I chose to alot time for my family and friends! Catch-up, done!

Thank you Lord!!! πŸ’–πŸ’–πŸ’–πŸ’–πŸ’–


Always be grateful 🌷



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As I see this city, I’m feeling a bit down from the inside. Flashback of memories keeps gushing through my mind that I ended up crying in the corner of my bed. Why. I don’t know. Few more days and I’m still not packing. Maybe I’m still attached to everything. This idea of leaving is not sinking in me. I am not regretting to leave because I am following my intuition. But I’m just so sad and emotional. I appreciate every little thing. I realized many things in my life. I am still lacking in many areas. Got so many flaws and lies in life. And it’s okay, self. I will get and feel better in time. Please don’t pressure yourself, instead be gentle.

Thank You God for helping me grow and move forward. I cannot do this alone. 




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Dearest Jesus, forgive us for we have deeply sinned against you, for turning our backs, and for hurting you so bad. You were crucified for us to be saved. You gave up your life for us. You died for us. Even if we’re not worthy and good enough, You saved us. Thank you. Thank you, Jesus. 

In my life, I will be grateful. I will stand for you. I will worship and serve you for you have given me this amazing life. I may have struggles, pain and heartaches along the way, I know you will make my faith even stronger than ever. Though I am not perfect and I have sinned, you accepted me. You embraced me. You loved me. Thank you, Jesus!
Thank you for allowing me to listen and to be enlightened thru your words on Good Friday Mass – The Passion Of Christ – The Fourteen Station – Bro. Bo Sanchez’ Full tank Episode today.

I would like to share my Praise and Worship Playlist on Youtube. Though it’s still incomplete. These were my favorites.  Thank you Brothers and Sisters for uploading these songs on Youtube. Listen and Reflect. Feel Jesus. Love Jesus. 

Praise and Worship πŸŒΉπŸŽΆπŸ™ŒπŸΌ

(Beautiful roses from our patient yesterday)

Good Friday Prayer and Reflection.
Always be grateful 🌷



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Reading the scriptures everyday, does feel good. But, it does make sense even more to make me feel and feed better, when I sincerely push deeply to understand it. Thought-stopper and reality-biting reading on how you handle the scriptures as baby food, just bland as it taste like. It is true, that the fact we change in transition on how the consistency of food we eat, it does satisfies us even more. The more muscles and senses we use to eat, the more fulfilling and yummier the meal is.
That’s why, I am guilty. Guilty of not moving on, getting ahead, and stepping forward on my daily understanding for wisdom and knowledge to know Jesus, and our God, as a real solid food into my spiritual being. I am inadequate, I am weak, I am easily get discouraged at some point, but He knew everyday how to strengthen me, encouraged me, and blessed me with His sufficient grace.

Thank you, Father, for always allowing me to read an reflect everyday. And, for always healing and restoring my faith, unfailingly. ❀


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Nursing Journal on Preventing Falls in the Elderly Long Term Care Facilities

By McCarthy, R., 2009


One of the vital roles of a nurse is to promote safety not only to their clients but also with themselves. This journal article was indeed, a reality all over the world which an elderly will possibly die because of fall-related injuries that once they had a fracture that may lead them to immobility and dependence, and then, they will eventually passed away. Just like in the case of Nanay L who had a saddened transitional effect, resulting from a fracture to death. As a student nurse, we have a significant role to make a change towards promoting safety provided by our compassionate, holistic and quality services that we may offer to elderly clients at Kanlungan ni Maria during our related learning exposure, and to our family. As long as there’s an opportunity to learn, like in this article that enriched more my knowledge regarding elderly care, I will use this, and I can apply this effectively on my chosen profession confidently and carefully to reduce the incidence of fall among older clients, by intervening with fall prevention and safety measures to the health care team.

Reference – Journal Article Link:

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Geriatric Nursing

Journal Diary (Oct. 1-3, 2012) – By Me

Week 2 – Day 1, October 1, 2012

Our life at unexpected time will come to an end justly. When we arrived at Kanlungan ni Maria today, suddenly a news shocked us that Nanay L passed away already around 3 o’clock in the morning. Saddened by the news, after the rain finally subsided and the wet road started to dry, Nanay V and I walked going to the chapel after I got her vital signs that is within normal. We offered Nanay L our sincere prayers for her and then we head back to our home. Just the usual day, we rested after walking, and then played snakes and ladders which Nanay V was always the winner of the game. After, she ate her snack and then we proceed to play bingo with the other grandmothers and grandfathers. We always won, that’s why I am happy to see Nanay V’s smiling face and grateful attitude towards it, and all of the times that I spend with her and to others it makes my heart melt in every bit. Since we have no clinical instructor that assisted us today, we just proceed to our usual routines and activities for them, until we leave the area at 12.


Week 2 – Day 2, October 2, 2012

Early morning we greeted everyone with courteous gestures. We met our clinical instructor for the week, Ma’am Tipon, we had our short pre-conference for the activities and requirements to pass. After, I went to Nanay V and asked her how was she, and she said she was alright and full. When the weather was good outside, I assisted Nanay V for a walk outside and we also attended the mass for Nanay L. Then, after the mass, we went back home, I offered her water and provided opportunity for her to rest. She regained her energy, so we played again, snakes and ladders, and bingo. I’m happy that she enjoyed playing with me. When I took her vital signs before lunch time, all were normal except for her blood pressure which was 150/80 mmHg, so, I waited for at least 15 minutes to get again her BP, and it was 130/80 mmHg. I encouraged her to rest, to cool down and calm at her bed. Before we went home, we had our post-conference with Ma’am Tipon. I am looking forward for the next days to come with them that maybe this attachment that I had, may be difficult to break.


Week 2 – Day 3, October 3, 2012

Today, it rained hard so we stayed safely at home, watching a movie of Comedy King, Dolphy, entitled β€œHaw Haw de Carabao”, which I brought. There were a lot of people at home because of the Arellano and San Juan De Letran students plus us. We’re just fully loaded at home that even though the weather was gloomy, people were still energetic.Β  After the movie, it was my first time to see the process of anointing of the sick at home because usually, I see it during our hospital duty. We played bingo after, and we won again twice. I took her vital signs and it was within normal range. Both of us enjoyed the company of each other, I am thankful to Nanay V for her unfading kindness and politeness towards me and to others. Although, the rainy weather triggered her to sleep more instead of participating on the activities, and still, she never fails to attend and cooperate with us. I admired the positivity and enthusiasm instilled to Nanay V, it made me more motivated to care and love everything that I do like it’s worth-it.