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Today’s simple joys:

  • After 7 long months, finally wore my scrub suit again
  • Papa prepared my breakfast and packed lunch just like the old times
  • I’m not late on my 1st training day!!
  • Managed my culture shock experience coz from hospital to company (me!!???) Thank you ate gretch for teaching and guiding me hihi and for the chocolate and kwentosss.
  • Celebrated mass and had my confession(after how many years like 3 or 4 years :(??) At Edsa Shrine Chapel
  • Calming skies at 5:20PM
  • Shared my day to papa, ate and mama
  • 10minute workout again
  • Made a simple thank you letter for ate gretch that I will give to her tomorrow
  • Prayed the rosary ๐Ÿ’œ

Always be grateful ๐ŸŒท

Love,

Nj

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852 ๐Ÿ’Ž๐Ÿ‘จโ€๐Ÿ‘ฉโ€๐Ÿ‘งโ€๐Ÿ‘ฆ ~

I woke up feeling lazy but today is the day that the Lord has made, It’s Valentine’s day, Ash Wednesday, and my Orientation day.

To make it short, I went out of my house and attended my orientation even though I’m 50 minutes late from the sched time (okaaaay don’t ever follow me being not on time huuu I value how precious is time is like GOLD but there were just days that I can’t reason out anymore just..)

Well, I’m really half-hearted again on working againnnnnn and I don’t know if accepting and signing this work contract will be a good decision.. I will just lift all my worries and uncertainties to God the Father. For He will always bring me to path/ journey of growth and learning.

Thank you po for allowing me to meet these people, Ate Che and Prince(ss). They have two admirable personalities that’s why we felt connected easily. #OrientationDay1๐Ÿ™†โ€โ™€๏ธ

I will cherish this moment, it’s the start for our new beginnings with Av*****. So, help us God.

Before I went home, I went to buy ate’s “pabili” of lipstick in Natasha even though I’m tired and a bit grumpy (my love and service for my ate had won). Least I expected that the second time I will have to go back from Farmers to Gateway to Farmers again.. I was able to extend a small help to Ate Eufie. I just met her there and she asked me if I’m already a member, then if not.. maybe I could let her have the points from the liptints that I will be buying, so my heart is so soft that I can’t decline?? Then, she gave me 20% discount all in all. I’m shook that I have to ask her if she earned profit from asking help from me.. she said yes and she just look so genuine.. I can’t be fooled but I calculated everything and I really got a discount from her. Thank You and God bless ate Eufie!

So I was having a fine day after all, right?

But lo and behold..

I never expect that tonight will be my worst valentine’s at home. My dad and my brother terribly fought again and I can’t do anything but to sobbbbbbbbbbb in the dark. I want to explode and be so mad with the universe but at that moment, I was reminded from this bible verse..

I cried and message Kam and Ate. I tried to comfort myself and other people most esp. my dad (I’m really worried coz anytime heart attack might happen and I DON’T WANT THAT TO HAPPEN). I prayed and I will always choose to love my household. I posted online (family picture + this verse and my gif I made this morning) if it’s the right thing to do but it’s just my last post for now, It’s the time of the year again for social media fasting.

I will continue posting here, so don’t worry. I will still share my day, my simple joys and my journey towards adulthood!!?? Haha! Anythinggg positive ๐ŸŒป

My first training will start tomorrow!! Woohoo I ironed my old scrub suit uniform and washed my tupperware, it just felt strange to be back, but I’m happy that I chose to move forward again.

PS. I really wanted to give this to my brother today (egg pie~one of his fave) but sadly he refused and hurt me emotionally.. but I chose to forgive him, I still love him even though I hate the way he let his anger/hate grow to his heart that he unconsiously pushing the people who cares and loves him away. ๐Ÿ˜ข same with dad… huhu. I bought Caramel Pusong Mamon for him..

I am strong, my faith will strengthen me. GOD will heal my family. In Jesus Name, Amen.

Thank you for reading! ๐Ÿ’Ž

There’s always something to be grateful for ๐ŸŒท Happy Hearts Day!! โค

Goodnight!

Love,

Nj

850 ๐ŸŒท

Hello! How’s your day/week so far? ๐Ÿ˜Š

No matter what it went, give yourself a pat on the back and say “You’re trying, you’re here, you will be okay.”

Inhale, Exhale.

How does it feel?

I’m done reassuring myself.. wow. *smile*

Undeniably GOOD.. while I did it at this present moment(blogging), At the cross instrumental song is playing on my background, I’m sitting on my comfy chair and I’m alone in my room, and that’s a peaceful reassurance to myself.

Try it too. It’s okay.. A simple pamper/treat to yourself will do.

I’m not expert here on self-love because tbh I’m trying every single day to love myself, to fuel my love tank in full so that I can spread love to all the people around me. It’s hard but keep trying..

There are a lot of negative and heartbreaking news whether in real world or on the world wide web, well, be in the % of the community that shrugs those crap and continue to do your thing.

I choose to be productive today and I did it 60/100%. I will be fine. Tomorrow is another day again to try updating my adventure journal, watched FRIENDS + BTS VLIVE New Year Ep, and review for PTE.

Hmm.. feb 14 tomorrow..

As much as I don’t want to go out of my cave tomorrow….(cause of the valentine’s thing.. that in my principle, every day is “love day”) the universe is calling me to attend my orientation for work!! (Yesterday night while praying the rosary I prayed for an update and guidance with my new job.. so this morning, the HR texted me! Thank You God! ~ also I prayed for healing to my household.. and this day, my brother asked me if he should forgive our dad.. im shook I don’t know if I said the right words for him to forgive our dad but I pray that with God nothing is really impossible!!!!)

Extra sharing to my simple joys today.. Sis Mia added me and Sis Alex accepted my friend request on Facebook (I admire them for being so radiant and a dedicated mom too ๐ŸŒŸ๐ŸŒŸ); and I got an urgent job offer tomorrow but I refused to grab it because I love myself and my family!!!!

Tomorrow’s plan after work.. I will eat out with my dad, while me and my brother will go to church *hoping*

Goodnight, friends!! Happy Hearts Day!

Thank you so much for reading my blogs!

Always be grateful ๐ŸŒท

Love,

Nj

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Today’s simple joys:

  • Got my new NBI clearance without any hassle
  • Had 10 minute work-out at home
  • Laser girly thing done
  • Papa’s patience while guiding on my driving
  • New BTS vlive ep!! Thank you for awarding army! Congrats again!! ๐Ÿค—
  • Practiced calligraphy and drawing

Always be grateful ๐ŸŒท

Love,

Nj

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Today’s simple joys:

  • Successful Valentine’s Card activity with awesome kids
  • Inspirational talk from Ruf the voice artist
  • Sunday reflections and prayers to God
  • Uplifted ate’s mood and we played l4d2
  • Played ROS with Janet
  • Watched FRIENDS!!!! Yeyy!!

Goodnight!

Always be grateful ๐ŸŒท

Love,

Nj

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Today, I stepped out of my cave and spent time with friends ๐Ÿ˜Š๐Ÿ’ I’m truly proud and grateful to be behind their simple wins. Thank You Lord! ๐Ÿ’œ

I’m really fond of decorating my “My Day” on Instagram, felt like my online journal!! I admire their new fonts and GIFs so far! So here’s what I’m talking about ๐Ÿ˜‰ Kawaii online journaling ๐Ÿค—

Congrats again to your new business venture, Iya! ๐Ÿ’Œ Successful opening day 01! ๐ŸŽ€๐ŸŽ‰๐ŸŽˆ

Janelle’s despedida party ๐Ÿ’Œ 1st time to visit their house, we made pizza, ate and laugh a lot!! Thanks mga beh janelle and robs ๐Ÿ˜˜

Try it and be creative too!

Goodnight!

Always be grateful ๐ŸŒท

Love,

Nj

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Sometimes creating art and playing games make people younger. Do you agree?

Hihi.

Another day of mental break for me due to cancelled plans of fetching Sophia in Bulacan ++

I’ve watched BTS Trilogy ep III the wings tour final + 4 Gift Vods, all for four hours!!! ๐Ÿ’– I loved them all, I sing-dance-smile-laugh-cry-sobs-all feels while watching BTSxArmy!!( I FELL IN LOVE DEEPER AND AS IN WHOAAA !! THEY UPDATED THEIR TWITTER ACCOUNT TODAY WITH PICTURES AND WOWWWWW JUNGKOOK’S SELFIE VIDEO HUHU OMGGGG MISS YOU ALL SUPER!!!!! )

Then in the afternoon, I have my driving lessons with papa but after 40mins on the road, I remembered that I don’t have my driving license with me. WOW, self. My short-term memory is kinda rough these days.

After driving, I watched the sunset, so pretty and calming to the soul.

At evening, I made friendship letters which I really enjoyed doing ๐Ÿ˜Š

Then around 10pm, Janet and I played Rules of Survival haha! After Janet left the game, Kam and I played as teammates too on the same game.

I was about to go to sleep around 12:30am but my sister called and I insisted to play L4d2 haaaaa whutttt a game night ๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚

Thank you for the little things ๐Ÿ’Ž

Lastly, I want to share these simple DIY envelopes that I made tonight:

Bon Voyage letter for Janelle ๐ŸŒธ

Congratulations for Iya’s new business venture ๐ŸŒธ

I appreciate personalized letters as much as I want to receive and give too. The sentimental touch in every letter is irreplaceable ๐Ÿ’Œ agree??

Goodnight, friends! ๐Ÿ˜Š

There’s always something to be grateful for ๐ŸŒท

Love,

Nj