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16 May


On point, note-to-my-dearest-self 💞

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15 May

(Reminiscing101: Here’s a throwback photo from our SG trip 2016, where I am pretending to play this 🎹)
I was in High school when I learned to play and read notes. I wanted to learn more so I watched more videos on Youtube. First song I played was Ni Yao De Ai, song from Meteor Garden. I’m a fan of that Taiwanese Drama Series by the way. When Ber Months came, I’m playing Christmas Songs because of its season. Silent Night, Joy to the World, and I forgot what else. Then after, I learned to play Your Heart will Go On, Love is all that Matters, and I Just Called to Say I Love You. When my father saw that I’m playing a piano, he was happy to sit there in our living room and watch me. Even if I’m not good at playing, he’s my number one fan. He believes that I can play more. When that Ondoy Typhoon devasted our house and properties, he didn’t just throw our electronic piano and its stand, instead he fix it all for me. After that event, He urge me to practice everyday and play for him but due to my laziness and busy-busyhan activities, I didn’t play it anymore. 😞

I remember how I put smile to my father whenever he hears me play this thing. It’s always nice to know that there’s someone who believes in you even if you think you’re not that good at playing piano. Sorry dearest self, and father for neglecting to play again for years. I do really hope that this year, I can enroll myself to learn and play a piano. Please, I don’t want to have regrets in my youth on not fulfilling my dream to perform songs that I wanted to play, specially now that I have funds and time to improve myself. No more excuses, please. 
Bucketlist of songs to learn this year:

  • Canon D
  • Menuet Ba
  • Etude 11 and 13
  • It might be You
  • Forevermore
  • Goblin Osts, The Beautiful Life, etc!
  • Spring Day by BTS 

Let’s push this self, don’t ever forget and neglect again.

Love,

Nj

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14 May

My mom is a kind person you will ever meet in the universe. She was born on November 10, she has a twin, and they share the same birthday with their mother too, which I find very unique! She always put a smile on her face like she doesn’t have any problem at all. She’s excellent on pretending everything is ok but actually she’s crying inside. She has strong faith and a believer. She is cheerful and optimistic. Maybe almost all of my good traits was from her. She’s been a nurse for almost 35 years? She’s very dedicated, hard-working and independent. I love my mom. I am proud of my mom and I want to make her proud from what I am now. I survived so far, being away from home. I became independent and stronger than before. Thank you, Mama for sacrificing a lot in order to gave us better life. ❤️
Happy Mother’s Day to all! 💐💐💐
Let me treat you a trip/ vacation on November! I want you to relax and chill because all your hardwork for us was worth-it. 
Always be grateful 🌷

Love,

Nj

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13 May

Binged-watch Individualist Miss Ji Young, Korean mini drama with two episodes tackling about life of being individualist. Lived alone since she was young because her parents had separate lives. She tried to be strong alone. She became a steel. Until one day, she met a man that will make her soft and brought down her walls. She has strong and deep issue with her family. She distance herself once she became unsure and irritated to people. At the end, she long not be alone anymore, took risk and trust to love people. 
Hmmm.. someday, I hope I can learn how to fully trust people too, without doubting or judging them so that I will not distance myself and put my walls high anymore. 

Love,

Nj

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11 May

Pretty sums up my life so far 💫

Just slept my day off. Recharging my energy to work again for another six straight days. It’s Nurses Week, and Mother’s Day on Sunday. I don’t why I am that sad again today. I must put a smile on my face because I need to. Perspective, darling. Tomorrow, is a new day. 🙌🏼 

I miss my mom, I love you mama! You’re one of the reason I took up Nursing, you are my role model since before, I love how you love your profession. I hope one day, I can really love 100% everything about my chosen profession the way you do. Happy Nurse’s Week!!!!! 



I’m Your Nurse Nj, happy to serve!!! 💉

Always be grateful 🌷

Love,

Nj

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10 May

Having a breakout on my face again, but not that massive. Still, my fresh pimple dried out fast! So, I’ve stumbled again another helpful online beauty vlogger which seem very informative!! 

Here’s her link!!!! 

Skincare by Liah Yoo 🌷

Zinc oxide and Vitamin D supplement were important for acne prone skin. Using these ingredients to our sunscreen or any acne prone kit were both essential. Sadly, my sunscreen that I’m using lacks zinc oxide and most products that I consuming now. Good thing, my sunscreen was organic/physical/mineral type, it formed white cast on my face but I slowly loved how it lightens my face. At first, I thought that using that sunscreen caused my breakout. But maybe it’s on my skincare routine habits, bedsheets, pillow case, blanket, hair, food, sleeping late? Or many other countless factors. I’m using grapeseed cold pressed oil for a year now, and it really helped heal my pimples so far. Though I still get new fresh pimples because of many factors. My problem also is my blackheads on my nose. I have big pores clogged with blackheads. I know that manually scraping it would lose it natural oil and worsen more the pore though it will leave your nose clear, but it will still come back. Oh noes, blackheads again. Huhu. So, I will try to apply her simple steps of skincare. 

  1. Not to overwash my face
  2. After my toner, I will apply my grapeseed oil
  3. After letting the oil sit on my face, I will apply my water gel (oil-free) moisturiser
  4. Re-apply suncreen if going outdoors/indoors. Dabbing even small amount on my face and neck. 

Let’s see what happens. I will update you, friends. Now, I’ll try to take a nap with my very comfy new blanket!!! Then, it’s my 3rd night duty later. Hoping for a benign shift!! 

Thank you Lord for everything for uplifting my mood again, I felt a little down this morning, I don’t know, maybe because I still didn’t have a real date of my vacation and I still didn’t passed my resignation because my head nurse said it’s too early. Nooooo. Huhu what I will do now. I will lift it up to you, enlighten and help me, oh Lord 💫
Goodnight, friends! 

Always be grateful 🌷

Love,

Nj

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9 May

Who wouldn’t love cute stuffs!? Kawaii!! I loved cute and colorful stuffs! Even my personal passwords have something related to these. I’m really missing my creative side, hello other side of me, my love for doing art projects like scrapbook, drawing, doodling, and designing my planner/ journal. Huhu. Why I even have to stop doing these things, and even I still miss, I am that lazy for how many years now. I followed inspiring and creative people on Instagram and Youtube. And, wowwww! I’m very jealous of how their passion for art made them into a success. Their earning for doing what they really love and enjoy the most. They are pursuing their dreams at its fullest! I loved to follow people jampacked with passion, and stories of struggle and dreams. I followed Abbey Sy, Kaila Ocampo, and creators behind momolovespaper, inkscribbler, valster and studywithinspo!! Awww. I want to be an intern and work with all of you. Some part of me really wants to live in Japan or South Korea someday because I feel I supposed to live there haha! I want to pursue my love for arts, painting, dancing, travel, photography, calligraphy, and all things that makes me happy. I know these was my first love before working as a nurse. I don’t hate my job now, but I wanted to explore more of myself, pursue my dreams and passion. Work for progress not to impress. Work with all my heart. I felt drained and stagnant this year but I need to save my salary to be able to fund for myself when I will go home this year. I want to discover and know myself more. For I know, God is directing my steps and He is with me all the time. Step by step with Him, I know all my dreams will turn from impossible to possible and His plan for me will unfold 💫💫💫


(Screen captured these from rainbowholic because just because I am moved. Huhu. Can’t wait to read your blog posts! Soon!)






Always be grateful 🌷

Love,

Nj

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