693 – first day of class

On my first day I’m almost late. Wow, self. Hehe, Luckily, I still have a sit left and the class didn’t started yet. I was embarrassed as I entered the room. I sat on the corner, front row. Beside me was Imelda Gonzales, *same surname with me omo! maybe we’re relatives because she came from bulacan too..hmmm*. She was in her mid-thirties or forties already. After awhile, one woman came and sat next to Imelda’s. She was Dana. She was 27 years young and we’re on the same boat. We’re both having no direction phase at all. No definite target country to work at as of the moment. I will just focus for now on my review to get my target band scores. So help us God ❀

 

I enjoyed our today’s lesson on Content Speaking with teacher Nadine. She’s a cool teacher that I forgot to yawn in her class. Cheers to my sleepy self for not napping during her class. Hehe. By the way, I’ve created a playlist on my Youtube Channel where I will upload my progress in speaking the English language. It’s not a public playlist because I’m shyyyyyyy to do so. I’ve uploaded it in Unlisted mode. Hehe. I do hope to post everyday on my Youtube channel, same as I post here as I practice my writing too.

 

Goodnight! Thank you dearest Lord ❀

 

Always be grateful ❀

 

 

Love,

Nj

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What to feel? 
Ambivalent.

Sad but grateful.

Excited but scared.

A bit of separation anxiety

But thankful for No last duty symdrome. Received six patients, 1 DAMA, then no admission, trans-out, trans-in, discharge, or absconded. 

Survived my 309 clinical duty experience in KMMCH, all thanks to my Heavenly Father up there!!!!! Nurse NJ, officially signing out..
Always be grateful 🌷

Love, 

Nj

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People do change for some instance. Maybe because I resigned already and he will go on his vacation. He want to reconcile? Can’t forget this day that Doctor O that I almost cursed will ask for forgiveness for all his shitty mood swings and rudeness to us, nurses. I do not take anything he say and act personally coz I work professionally. I get mad, yes, but after when I finish venting out, I’m okay. Act normal. Poker face. His not worth my time and energy to burst my anger. Nonsense. His not an additional factor or reason on why I resigned, so no need for him to feel guilty, actually. But I’m thankful that he realized his mistakes and ask for forgiveness. I just smiled and accept his sorry. He even took a selfie with me on his phone not once but twice. 🀣 I’m a soft-hearted person and I really appreciated his effort. Thank you, Doctor O! Best Regards too on your future endeavors. Thanks for signing my pseudo-COE and Referrence Letter even though you finished all your OR Cases late, still you went at our ward when Sister Anusha called you for signing my stuff. Thank you. 

Always be grateful. Believe in the goodness of people. Always forgive. 🌷

Love, 

Nj

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Welcome back to toxicity!!! After my four days off, hello toxic shift! Full house. Wow. Three trans-out. Patient A, have severe bleeding; Patient B, have fetal distress on CTG; Patient C was previous 2 CS, breech, and in labor! Got admissions and discharges too. What an epic comeback, self. Thank God I’m with Sister Neena and Sheeba! ~ grateful indeed!

Few more days left and I will not be able to see these doctors that made me curse my job. I do really hope that these doctors would be more nice, respectful and caring for nurses too. I just wish them good karma in the future. 

Inspite of my toxic shift that I got home at 1730H, all my sisters here in our flat celebrated Ate Analyn’s birthday at La Paz. Thanks for inviting me. Hihi. Happy Birthday! ~ my gift will be to follow na muna. Thanks for being so kind to me, Ate!

What a day. 

Always be grateful 🌷

Love,

Nj

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I am grateful I am healthy and I am alive . All for God’s glory! πŸ™ŒπŸΌ

Today’s simple joys: 

  • Survived my six days! Three evening and three nights of duty. Two days as charge nurse. Two days with full census, thus two staff. Me and Sister Najla. Me and Sister Manal. 
  • Walking safe and at peace going home alone! 
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  • Able to catch some episodes of Suspicious Partner. Ji wook is incredibly charming, I am falling. 
  • Ate spaghetti 🍝
  • Found out that this will be my last duty roster!!! πŸ™ƒ
  • Had a catch up with BS, Janet! 😘 missing this woman so much. Always ready to pick-up my calls whenever and wherever ☺️

Goodnight, friends!
Always be grateful 🌷

Love, 

Nj

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I am grateful I am alive and I am healthy. All for God’s glory! πŸ™ŒπŸΌ

Today’s simple joys:

  • Slept so good! πŸ™‚
  • Attended our lecture and ward meeting. Morning lecture headed by sister Neena on Pain and PV bleeding in pregnancies. Good thing, I was able to answer on post-tests compare to my test before that I passed almost blank paper because I didn’t know the answers haha. 
  • Handed over my written non-renewal/resignation letter to my head nurse. Planned my vacation. But still, she processed my exit sooo slowwww.
  • After our morning lecture and meeting, Cheryl, Neena, Narmatha and I, went at Bin Dawood, a newly opened supermarket near our place. I bought chocolates and snacks, and a pocket-size cream. I am happy to find out that there will be Subway, Dunkin Donut, and Sbarro near our place!!! I hope they would open the sooonest! Hihi.
  • When we went home, I was able to sleep again before my evening duty. Sleep is life, y’all!
  • Thankful to Cheryl, who prepared our breakfast and lunch together. We had same evening duty too, so even if we became busy that night, we helped each other. My fave duty people,  Narmatha and Cheryl. ❀ (Received total of 17 patients. 2 DAMA. 4 Admissions. 1 Trans-out. 2 discharge. 1 out on pass. Then, we endorsed 16 patients to next shift) Even if we’re busy, we had time to eat dinner, and we had fish fillet, saudi rice, and watermelon πŸ‰!
  • Had a group photo for Sister Sincy’s last day of duty in our hospital. She’s one of my fave nurse too. She’s skillful, professional, approachable, friendly, and very thoughtful. 
  • When we went home, thankful to Ate Grace, simply for preparing our midnight dinner. Heated pizza and sopas for us. She prepared two cups of hot milk too! Awww. So motherly. Hihi. 

(Sharing some snaps! πŸ’•)

 

(Peace y’all! Hihi with my Gyne colleagues, Narmatha, Neena, Sincy, Mamatha, and Cheryl) ✌🏼✌🏼✌🏼✌🏼✌🏼✌🏼 I will definitely miss them πŸ’ž

Goodnight, friends! Happy Thursday, indeed!

Always be grateful 🌷

Love,

Nj