801 – lola belen’s

I don’t know how I will put my depressing feels into words right now. I’m really heartbroken. My lola died last Friday due to subarachnoid hemorrhage probably secondary to ruptured aneurysm. I still can’t accept the fact the she’s gone. Huhu.. I got so much hate to my relatives who’s with her in the house. I hate them all. Lola huhuhu 😢
Forgive me for hating my own relatives but Lola doesn’t deserve to be treated unfairly and poorly. It’s bad to hate them but I will put the blame on them. 
I hope God will help me to heal and move on eventually. I love you Lola. I will miss you so much!! Thanks for everything and I’m sorry if you had sufferred plenty of times and endured it alone. 
Papa God, I know you have a purpose for this.. you gained another sweet angel above. I will always keep my faith forward and stronger.
Love, 

Nj

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Hello! I’m glad to reach this blog post so far! Today, I took another risky career move as I’ve finally decided to book for the upcoming IELTS exam on December 2!! I’m still not confident right now that I will be able to get my target scores but I hope and I pray that everything is possible with God.

Let his will be done. 🌻✨

Hiatus for a week or so! Byeeee ~

Always be grateful!! 🌷

All for Jesus!

Love,

Nj

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Today’s simple joys:

  • Kuya made another set of leche flan
  • Attended Reading SE2 class
  • Finally got a 7 for my task achievement in task 1 and task 2 in writing scored by Ma’am Nadine.
  • Mediheal mask (day 2)

Always be grateful 🌷

Love,

Nj

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Today’s simple joys:

  • Kuya’s leche flan for dessert
  • Watched Stranger things Season 2 !!!! (Still watchinggggg 3 more episodes to go!! Ughhhhh Hopper is alive!!! but Will!!!!!! Huhu!!! *yesss carried away right now)
  • Video call with Iya, Ate, and Cheryl today.
  • Papa’s Crispy pata for dinner
  • Got a 7 in speaking!!! Almost 7 for Listening, Reading and Writing 🙂
  • BTS all over my timeline!! I love and support huhu thanks BTS and ARMYs for sharing all photos/clips/links/evrythinggg ❤

 

Goodnight!

Always be grateful 🌷

 

Love,

Nj

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Today’s simple joys:

  • Woke up early and I overcome my damn laziness!
  • So happy, excited, and nervous all at the same time for BTS debut in AMAs!!!!
  • Got a 7 in Speaking!!!!!! Thank you Coach Jen! Thank you Lord! ❤
  • I’ve been a crazy ARMY fan smiling joyously inside the train, jeepney, and classroom because I’m watching AMA’s stream online!! wooh Thanks for the links, ARMYs! I’m so proud to stan a true and humble family full of dreams and desire to share and inspire everyone especially the youth!!!! Rest well, babies! You did amazing as always! I know many doors will be open left and right, this is just the beginning!!! Wow, thanks for the Vlive broadcast too! You loved us much!! ❤
  • Got a congratulatory text from my supportive papa (in english reply too hihi!)
  • Kuya had no tantrums and all, he accompanied me at Asus Service Center in Gilmore for my laptop, then he even treated me lunch!!! He also opened up to me that he wanted to be a preacher someday! Big wow! I can’t imagine it but I’ve gotta put my faith in him! With God NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE!!!!! ❤ ❤
  • Updated my blog and journal! 🙂

 

Always be grateful 🌷

 

Love,

Nj

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Today’s simple joys:

  • Celebrated Mass and the gospel was about the Parable of the talents ❤
  • Served at Awesome Kids together with teacher Jean. I’m so happy to learn teaching styles with her! She’s so good and dedicated! I’m also glad that kids had appreciated my drawing most especially, Althea ❤
  • Uploaded some pictures just to lessen my pending albums to posts hihi! joke because I miss my mom, sophie and ate!
  • Kuya’s instagram post about how he enjoyed attending the Feast and worshiping God! ❤

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Always be grateful 🌷

 

Love,

Nj

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Today’s simple joys:

  • Papa’s 61st Birthday!!! Alive, healthy, and still kicking!
  • Attended Baby Ariana’s Christening! *though we’re late huhu (what’s new with Ana and I) I’m so proud to see all Janet’s effort to make this event creatively beautiful! Amazing mommy! Love you! ❤
  • Papa, Kuya, and I ate at Ikay’s Seafood restaurant to celebrate Papa’s day! Thanks for the ube cake, Kam! (yey!)
  • Made a short clip using my new S8+ phone and posted on Papa’s Facebook wall.

Thank you Dear Lord ❤

 

Always be grateful 🌷

 

 

Love,

Nj